6.7.12I.I thought these glances these smileswere mine.But they are yours everyone's no one's.It wasn't until someone pointed it out my eyes opened.II.I thought I was the only oneplaying with two sets of heartstrings,constantly switching tunesbetween opposing melodies.You caught me with deep, thick chords,and Ireflected in your pale
5.7.12I. I glanceDoubletake2 steps forward3 steps backhold your gazeshy from thought:This no man's landwhere I am caught.II. 'I chose you'I wanted to singto scream through my eyes.Each glance, smirk, jest, punch-I thought it was for me.I should have known better, It was for you.III. Forgive me for leading you astray.In these last momentsI will try to salvage what we hadthen I will fade,so you can live in the darkOnce more.
4.7.12I.These seams are tearingbetween delight and torturetreating my insecuritiesand stroking my egoin all the right places.Yet, your presence suffocates.I keep noticing how youdon't applaudcan't spin a jokesniffand laughin ways I tell myselfare endearing.I am only reminded of all I wishedto escape.II. New words tumble like mercury off your tongue.She calls these profoundYou appear to agree;Spinning truth from pale naivetyand irrationality.You may never understand,You may never understand me.Its the reason I leftIII. The air is suffocatinganger bubbling in my ice box underthese stars where
3.7.12Reading lines in the darkI learn this name means Friendshipteaching me the science ofneutrality.
2.7.12I."A penny for your thoughts?"You wish to knowwhat crosses my mind as I stareinto lengthening shadowsI'm all too happy to remaina mystery.II.Words tumble off my tongueninja rolling into cusses,hiding insecuritiesbeneath disjointed slang.It is only laterin the pauses between my explanations,you might see meas I am.III.We exchangeJestsPunchesNodsSmirksGlances as strangers whose paths were never meant to cross.IV.Imp-Boy raises his thin, clawed hand, scaly with ex-ma.He has frizzy hair and a stammering tongue.
1.7.12I.Hey there shy one, hiding in the cornerCome out and play; come dancing in the light.II. Your mind ticks at a pacemuch faster than mine.Can you not hold my handas I try to keep up?III.Despite your arrogance sarcasm and abrupt rudeness,I can relax around you.You teach me to accept myselfby not apologizing for your faults.IV.These words flowspinning and dancing like leaves in the windI dance with your soulour colours mixing in the shifting lightand when there are no words left,let us weave song from our inadequaciesor sitin radiant silence.